Throw me into the river while knowing I cannot swim
I ll wake up in another life the next morning
This is daily routine

To be continued


Oh gentle breeze touching my face
Taming my pride
Composing the notes
From heaven
Oh Falling waves
Crushing my fear
My destination
Is peace
Whispering through my soul
Linger , linger in my heart
Oh freedom
Touch me where it hurts the most
Break the wall of thorns
I am a prisoner of my own shelter
Expose me to the light
Then shadows of reality would stay behind
Wanna soar with the morning sun
Run to the sunset glow
dive into the depth
Where monsters of the sea
Ghosts of sinking ships
Would share their stories
And u gentle breeze
Would deliver them
Touch one s face
Tame one s pride
Break one s fear
After all
The best destination
Is peace


Rebellion is my confort

pain is my reason

Tame my wild heart

to be able to be captivated by your love

To submit to your affection

Because I am afraid

not to be broken

but to be right

…that I could actually fly




It happened


Where have thy hidden my garden

Where storm messed up with our roof

And mum would make some peaches jam

And I fed my dolls in my baby boots

Melodies of old are fading away

My tears, my sulk,my rebellion

Trapped within the morning mist

Appear like ghost

Gone unnoticed

Take a photograpth

Of this moment

Coz I might forget

It happened


Rain was hammering from the licking roof

A bed of two shared by five

In the affection you struggled to express

Well received from for old tales moment

When our frozen toes where tied on yours

That s the place of comfort

That s the love I know

That s my precious jewel

Treasured and safely kept by the guardian of memories

My childhood made magical


The mirror is broken

The lies are scattered all over the floor

Made my feet bleed but I can heal

Only about time

She is gone and not coming back

No more reflection of you  in me

Tastes like





Home for dreamers

Understand my silence

Recieve my tears without asking questions

And feed my mind with life when my eyes are closed

Take me to a safe land

Where I can be who I am

Naked and imperfect




I try to make you smile, but I end up shedding your tears

I try to bring some peace, but I am adding more to your fears

I try to be close to you , but this makes us distant

I try to mend the scars , but wounds gets even deeper

If I just stop trying

then It s myself I break

If I decide to leave?

Another scar I paint

I am a confused soul

All I can do is wait